Bored Malaysian Studies..

We had a very extremely bored class today, Malaysia studies.. The lecture likes rushing all the topic and then keep on repeating the words which is on the notes.. and he doesn't explain much.. many of us gonna feel asleep..zzz..

drew it while having malaysian studies.. was damn boring and sleepy.. zzzz

We have our first assignment today.. >.< Malaysia Studies's Assignment.. and we need to present it next week! Damn~ The topic is the person who has contributed to our country.. searching here searching there.. search until my laptop hang~! LOL.. ok.. but i'm still searching.. fuuuuuuuuuuuu~


After the class dismissed.. photo snapping.. xD

AJ with Sarah..

Mabel's face looks weird.. so.. i covered it.. =P

Last 3 Days of June..

-I just realize that driving is not fun for me.. I'm tired of driving 3 hours car on the high-way road.. I gonna faint.. it's so sleepy and tired.. especially the neck and the eyes.. I wonder how my parents can suffer this for 3 to 4 hours in the car.. >.<.. i really appreciate them which always drive us to KL without any blaming.. Thank you Daddy & Mommy.. ♥



-Today my classmate phoned me and ask me whether i wan to join the P.D trip.. hmmmm.. think think think.. better dont go lar.. if i go, then i cannot meet my lovely friend on saturday again >.< and i need to earn money also.. T.T so, i'm not joining the trip.. sorry my friends from APP July.. especially Siaw Juang.. >.< Sorry...



-besides, i reached home safely.. actually, i did many things and i ate alot too and somemore grew fat too.. T.T that makes me sad.. actually it was my fault too, i engorged.. i shouldn't ate so much..  i should control myself.. >.< SOB....


* i think i will get flu very soon.. T.T 

Family ♥

Family is always your supporter..


They will always be with you and support u then u really need to help..


my mom helped me to do everything we need, she planned everything nicely just dont let us fall into a big hole..


she helps me to find some sponsor to buy our foundation's t-shirt.. of course not only this..


my family.. Wong's family.. everyone is nice and lovely.. they prepared hot pot for me just to celebrate i come back to kemaman.. they are so lovely.. >.< i really appreciate them.. so, can i have BBQ next time when i come back? =P


I promoted the t-shirt to them, quite good respond.. forcing by me.. xD no lar.. i didn't force them actually.. when i just start to promote, then everyone was lining to buy it.. Hahahaha.. then they said, we can make it as our family suit.. we can wear it in some celebration like BBQ, grandma's birthday party, or some family activities.. we can wear it.. it's so warm~ i love my family.. I love them so muchhhh.. ♥


*i got more than 10 orders today.. from my family.. xD

Home Sweet Home! ♥

Home Sweet Home!


I love my kemaman home.. it's so sweet and lovely.. especially my ahma (grandma), she said that she prepared steamboat for us tomorrow.. yeepeee.. xD.. i miss steamboat so muchhhhhh...  i enjoy to eat together and lepak together with my family.. it's so lovely.. i like it ♥


the another person which is my little bro.. he always do something which will make me feel nausea .. he hugged me.. LOL.. that's my little bro.. he likes to do something i dont like.. =.=" anyway, he is my brother..



*i skipped school for 3 days, Siaw Juang, i'm so sorry.. please do forgive me.. >.<

The exam

Grade 5 exam.. just over.. yeahhh.. no worries anymore.. ^^
actually i was quite nervous before i enter the examination room.. >.< the examiner looks scary.. first piece.. haiz.. out of tune.. i need to change violin!!!!! >.<


After i've done my exam, i just keep concerned to others, but not concern to myself.. =.=


After the whole day exam, we sent the examiner to the KLIA.. during the journey, i was sitting with the examiner.. the examiner just sit beside me.. @.@ i dunno what to do and what to talk, just pretend like i'm very tired.. =P actually i was very tired on that time too..

anyway, it's a stressed day for me.. and tmr and tmr i'm going to skip school... weeeeeeeeee~ xD

Kemaman, here i come.. I miss u so so so so so so muchhhh... xD

B.O.R.I.N.G.

Today, we started our first chapter of Malaysian Studies.. What a boring subject! I hate it.. what i've aspected was totally different.. =.= I though it was like pengajian am, studied about the government settlement or whatever, but it comes out Malaysia History! It is just a translation for the Form 1-Form5 Sejarah.. From BM convert to English.. That's all!!! Wa biang~ I gonna pengsan.. I nearly fall asleep in the class.. I am not try to exclude the subject if the lecture can teach well or say some stories or whatever.. but the lecture just keep read all the notes on the screen... =.=" BORING MAN!



Rachel.. one of our APP student.. she has left us.. >.< She goes to her study.. Nursing.. so.. Mabble is very sad about it.. Bcoz Rachel is Mabble first friend.. it is so sorrowful..  We ate Mcd at Summit.. Chit-chat, blablabla.. Many of them they said they are regretting to enter this college.. >.< they may changed to another college, if they changed their mind..  AJ, dont leave me lar.. T.T


And i find out one thing, now is not the orientation yet.. =.=.. it's just a APP... 6th of July i only start my orientation as well..... =.=""""""""""""""" sweat"


I drove to school today, left away traffic jam, everything is ok.. =) but the carpark cost me RM2.. =.=" this is quite sad for me.. =(

                                                  

So ugly... >.<

The Second Day of College Life

The second day, i was late again.. i though that the class will start at 9.00a.m.. but it did started at 8.30a.m.. >.< i got wrong information again.. Sh.t.. But, luckily the lecture got meeting, he came in the class room late as 9.15a.m like that.. phieeewwwww... Today, i got Malaysian Studies.. LOL.. Mr. Rao.. Our lecturer.. An indian lecturer.. 50 to 60 years old maybe.. he got moustache, wear spectacles, etc.. He gave good talked and explanations about the history of Malaysia and blablabla..



12.00-2.00p.m.. we had a thinking skills class.. Is a class like IQ things, blablabla.. i felt quite bored in the classroom, and there was very cold too!!! Our body trembled, teeth shook also, the whole body became in cold-blooded.. we were slightly changed to a cold-blooded human being in the classroom..


Well, after the class, we got a seminal in Segi University College, Kota Damansara.. The senior said, all must be wear in formal suit.. but, there were still many ppl who wear shorts, jeans, t-shirt, etc.. but we all wear in formal.. just like a stupid ppl for them.. =.=" I hate that.. One more thing, our seniors are quite LC and CHUAN```


Well.. we snapped some photos in the bus and before we went up to the bus..

drew it in the class while waiting the lecture to come in..

AJ, Sarah and Mabble..

While waiting for the bus..

In the bus.. My first friend in college =)

Having seminal in the Segi auditorium hall..

Tired..zzz

Impatient of waiting too long time to reach our campus..

Traffic Jam.. T.T

First Day of Orientation..

This morning, woke up at 9.00a.m as usual.. had my breakfast, then newspaper.. after that.. postman came.... "pipi".. i went and took the letters.. Try to looking on my offer letter.. Yeah.. I get it! hahahahaha.. opened it.. and started read on it.. first page of it.. Offer letter.. next will be the rules and regulations, etc. then the last one.. A schedule.. ??? No date on it.. but just time.. Meaning a timetable without a date.. @.@ confused..  so i called to Segi College and find out what had happen..



Dudu.. dudu.. Hello~........ What?! The schedule is for today? But it's already 10.00a.m.. I'm late.. The people replied.. u can still come, it's not too late.. Ok~~~Then off the phone.. zooooom~ directly run upstairs and bath, prepare, packed everything.. within 30 minutes, i done all.. then my aunt drove me to USJ.. LOL.. so rushhhhh...



Reach there..  my new life begin.. done my registration stuff.. then moved to theater hall.. They have started for nearly half an hour.. so i just went inside, then the lecture called my name.. =.=" Introduced myself, then i sit down.. This first orientation, there is only 13 students.. lolxxx.. 4 Boys, 9 Girls..

The lecture talked talked talked.. then we listened listened listened.. Today's talking about Changes.. From the High school to College.. Everything's changed.. Luckily the lecture is a particular funny person.. If not i think i would fell asleep in the hall.. =P



After 2 hours, Lunch Time! The lecture gave us an assignment, That was to eat together and get know each other in between this one hours! So, we went to a Thai restaurant in Summit which suggested by the lecture.. The food, okok only, but after we leave the place, our shirt became smelly.. >.< Kitchen Smell.. Yiak.. In between this, our assignment failed.. we are all in silence mode.. All keep quite except the boys are trying to talk to us.. and i met a friend who names AJ.. A girl.. She's easy to get along with .. =) One more thing, i am surprise that a malay can speaks mandarin and cantonese very well! Shocked me when he spoke to me..



Assignment FAILED! We failed to know each other.. We backed to the hall again, and listened to the lecture again.. we finished it at nearly 3p.m.. but no one can send me back at that time.. so i go shopped in Summit.. I regret.. =.=" Nothing inside.. Nothing to shop.. Sienzzzzzz... In between this 3 hours.. What am i going to do except shopping? >.< I received a call later from Segi.. Tmr u have been invited to a seminal at Segi Kota Damansara, and u should be wear in formal.. no shorts, no jeans.. I need to wear dress.. ARRRRRRR!

Upcoming Program

Had a meeting with my aunt and uncle just now.. discussed about the upcoming program or project.. Music
Camp + Music Concert.. The camp and concert will be held on 28th - 31st of August.. It's holiday as well..
So, there may be some trouble in between it.. The price of the hotel will be more expensive.. >.<



The main purpose to set up this project is to raise fund to build a new vocational school, sewing school and
village school.. Our budget.. Low budget.. so we need to economize.. It really makes sense to save money..
we need money.. I wonder if i were a millionaire, i could donated all my wealth into it.. so that, they could run the project easily.. But i'm not.. I'm just a poor girl..




What we need to do? Ok.. I'm just an internship... new internship.. so, what i need to do is to make sure all the participants who come from kelantan about their desires or requirements.. and then stay with them in the hotel and blablabla... Next, is to sell tickets.. We target to sell 700 pieces of ticket for this concert.. So this time when i go back to kemaman.. My mom's clients and my friends will be my eyewitness.. Hahahahahaha.. So.. try to beware of me.. xD




Many things i need to do after this..  some more i haven't started my college life yet, but i already have a thousand of works waiting for me to do.. LOL.. This is what we called.. Life.. =D.. I believe.. Lets enjoy what we have, so that we wont regret, when we can't do this kind of things after.. Treasure every moment u have..

Friday-Friday

今天遇到超多事情的...

首先就是停电~   我长这么大了，还是第一次遇到半停电的状况...

也就是说大部分有电大部分没有电.. ( 废话 )

就~ 只有厕所有灯，其其它房间没有灯...

有些房间的冷气能用，有些房间的冷气不能用~ 真的是第一次遇到...

打电话去TNB问~ 他们说'可能'一小时就能好了...

等等等~ 该cancel class 的都cancel 了~

等等等~ 两个人，无所事事....

本来说要去喝茶的，结果"碰" 有电了... =.=

又要教书了~~~~~~~ T.T

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今天的小孩真的是可爱到~~~

可爱到差不多要气死我了... 差不多要爆血管了...

一个Grade 4 的印度小孩, 考试要到了，把所有的考试歌都背完___ 是很好..

可是背少两个bar!!!! @.@ 我要晕了~~~

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晚上，驾车回去...

过toll... touch n go 的机器坏了.. =.="

reverse 去隔壁的toll.. 手不够长~~~~ =.= 

Kad Tidak Sah! LOL... 手不够长而已嘛... 不用这样吧~ 

然后换第二张... 咦~ 可以了.. =D

原来不是我手不够长的问题~ xD

24th Sept my birthday~ Libra

9月24日出生天秤座Libra的人:流浪者
天秤座英文：Libra

9月24日出生的人是天生的流浪者，他們生性愛好旅行，或者說命中洽談室要去旅行。流浪或旅行，是他們生活中最真實的主題，但也可以幻化成精神和情緒層面的探險。不要把「流浪」侷限在表面的字義，閱讀、思考、夢想和旅行等，各種軀體上和心理上的流浪，都足以引發這群流浪者高度的興趣。
(exactly... i like freedom.. i like to travel...♥ )

在這群人當中，有些是早年常流浪，日後卻選擇過著「從良」般的安定生活；有些則是到了中年時期才突然遊興大發，隨時準備拋棄紅塵，整裝上路。然而絕大部分在今天出生的人，是永遠都無法安定下來的。就算他們以為安定是他們所夢寐以求，還是會週而復始地更換新環境、新對象、新計劃，並且自以為終於找到可以天長地久的東西。不過，有自知之明的人卻也心裡有數：對他們而言，並沒有所謂真正的永恆。可是天知道！沒過多久，他們又會開始尋尋覓覓了。

在今天出生的人裡頭，最幸福的莫過於那一小部分懂得自行達成折衷的人。這些人總是可以建立起穩定的生活方式，然後抓住每個短期旅遊的機會；他們就算被綁住了不能出遊，出會想辦法藉著閱讀、看電影和電視，或多彩多姿的生活，來發洩他們不安定的情緒。

如果想拿人際和家庭來討好在今天出生的人，簡直登天。當朝夕相處時，他們的「尾巴」就露出來了：他們對於世俗活動或平凡之人實在興趣缺缺，而且，還處處要求別人遷就自己的需要。對於他們朝三暮四的本性，甚至公開調情和放電的毛病，他們的配偶恐怕只能選擇體諒，因為這些總是即使逃得過日常生活，也會不時地在他們閱讀和幻想時浮現。

今天出生的人最需要學習的，就是安定。他們必須明白：激烈的情緒和精神刺激總有玩火自焚的時候。問題是，他們的心思活躍、品味非凡，硬是架著他們依循正常的形態生活，還真是有點困難哩！他們有些人的思想天馬行空，老想些不著邊際的事；有些人則出乎意料地進入科技領域。儘管在許多人的眼中，他們簡直就是「怪胎」，但當他們用心時，也可以成為忠實的朋友。在絕大部分的場合中，他們都能自得其樂，同時也容許別人盡興。


幸運數字和守護星
9 月24日出生的人會受到數字6（2＋4＝6）和金星的影響。今天出生的人特別具有「磁力」，容易受人愛慕，吸引愛情的到來；再加上金星與社交的密切關聯，所以常常會禁不住誘惑而去嘗試浪漫的經驗。金星本來就是天秤座的主宰行星，他們會受到影響也就不足為奇。愛情通常會成為被數字6影響的人生活中的一大重心，對今天出生的人尤其如此。

健康
今天出生的人在人生的不同階段中，注定會遭到相當嚴重的心理困擾。所以，最好能及早接受某種形式的治療或諮詢，以便尋獲援助，洞悉自己不尋常的潛意識活動，並學習克服煩躁和過於活躍的幻想。冥想雖然有所幫助，但只適合在短期之內使用。與其依賴藥物（絕對要遠離酒精），不如努力尋找更健康的生活方式，甚至倣傚「甾母三遷」換個新環境。可從事園藝、種植菜蔬；同時改變飲食習慣，不要食用含防腐劑的食品，改吃新鮮的水果和蔬菜，都是健康之道。至於運動，適度即可，不要過量。
建議
坐而「想」不如起而行，請與行動結合，不要害怕發揮你的才華，並記得要堅持到底，不要虎頭蛇尾。你那漂泊不定的生活，短期內似乎很有趣，但總有玩膩的時候，更何況，或許有人正期待能多依靠你一些呢。
名 人
費滋傑羅(F.Scott Fitzgerald)美國小說家，他在代表作《大亨小傳》中精確地呈現出20年代（爵士時代）的時代精神，另著有《夜未央》等。

中國現代戲劇家曹禺，代表作《雷雨》。

美國最高法院首席法官及政治家馬歇爾(John Marshall)。因協助創辦司法評論刊物《自由鐘》(Liberty Bell)積勞成疾而辭世。

漢森(Jim Henson)美國木偶演員，曾經創造出「大眼蛙」(Muppet)這個角色，亦曾擔任電影、電視導演和製作人。

北大西洋公約組織秘書長沃納(Manfred Worner)。

美國工業鉅子及金融家漢納(Mark A.Hanna)，也是共和黨陣營的主席及美國參議員，促成美國共和黨組織的現代化，因此受到政治評論家的敬重。
塔羅牌

大秘儀塔羅牌的第6張是「戀人」，這象徵透過兩性結合的「愛」，能使全人類團結在一起。牌面正立時，這張牌表示著道德、美學以及肉體上更高層次的感情與渴望；牌面倒立時，則代表慾求不滿、多愁善感和遲疑不決。
靜思語

家，常在我心。

優點
天馬行空、無憂無慮、願意付出。

缺點
易緊張、定不下來、神經質。
(totally agree with this.. many of them say that i easy to get nervous.. >.<)

Er... 没题目吧~

要当一个好老师，真的是不容易...


你要收起你的脾气，不在学生面前发脾气...


就算学生做错事情也要笑着面对....


什么事情都得忍          这才是教书的最高境界!


真的是"难"


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今天在孤儿院听到那里的Kakak跟婆婆说外面的那两个智障人士非礼女生! >.<


我听了真的是傻眼了  


他打一个女生的屁股! >.<


幸亏我很少靠近他们....


而且Kakak还说另外一个女智障者喜欢那两个其中一个...


Ohno!! @.@


更够力的是，那个男的竟然摸她的胸部!!!! 而且女的也不反抗叻! waaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~


我傻了~


没想到他们的世界也跟我们的世界一样的


他们也会爱情，也会这些东西..


不要认为他们什么都不懂，有可能他们还比我们任何的一个人都还厉害呢!


所以不能小看智障者~

一个字_累

惨了     我真的完蛋了 >.<

最近一直暴吃    吃了还不饱又再吃

肚子也渐渐多了几个圈...

惨了~    我是不是有病啊?

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今天终于考完了一颗我不想考的科目...

真个人都轻松了  

但还是一个字__ 累~

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考完试，阿明(Ahmeng) 就在我去Segi College 看学校...

10 分钟, 报名填好资料参观学校~ 超快的~

外观很不错，可是里面就~~~~~~

而且还蛮多黑人的 >.<

那里的校长，姑姑认识.....  压力压力~ >.<~

RM31,850 for the whole course..

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今天就到这里先... 一个字_累

从今天早上     还没踏下地板上的前一刻
我已告诉自己      不要再去胡思乱想
想一些有的没的
结果还不到5分钟      我又开始乱想了

9月24日出身的我      就是喜欢乱想一通
好的坏的未来的        统统都想......
可是实现的几率几乎都是零....

为什么人总是要思考?
为什么我就不能像个小孩一样，什么都不想也不用担心...
生存在一个无忧无虑的生活中        不必担心任何事物

有时候   真的不知道该去相信哪一方的结论
生病的时候     总会要找个医生
可是该找哪一种医生?
中医?还是西医?

遇到爱情问题的时候    又该如何?
向朋友吐操心事? 还是自己找药方解决问题?

朋友会给很多值得参考的建议  ;    
论坛上的文章也有值得参考的建议.
两个都有参考的价值，但是最终只能选择一个...
一旦意见多了     只会把自己搞得更糟

不知道该去相信哪里一方面的建议
唯有随着自己的感观       决定你所要的一切......    

真爱 ' 很难

爱情· 到底是什么?
很复杂? 还是很简单?
我捉摸不清

我不了解你的思想    也不清楚你的想法
你所说的一切是真是假     我都在怀疑
怀疑你所说的每一个字     每一句话
不想再有另类的遐想             也不想蒙蔽自己

你的每一句话     我都把它记在心里
可是我就是无法回答     只好转移话题    把它带过
我有我的答案       可是我却不能告诉你
因为我害怕      我害怕未来所发生的一切

想谈一场轰轰烈烈的爱情      可是就是没有对的人
身边出现许许多多的人       但不一定每个都是我想要的
想到处去寻找      可是又怕被拒绝
只好什么也不做         空想

18了     不想再谈一场没有结果的爱情
想谈一场永远都不会结束的恋爱      真的那么难吗？

H.E.A.R.T Foundation T-shirt in aid of the Better Life Projects

This is one of the Children for Children Project in aid of HEART FOUNDATION 2011 school building project.


Children volunteers from the tender age of  5 to teenagers of 18 years old have come together to share their 


good wishers & intention for the underprivileged children through their individual HEART designs, which are 


then “pieced together” as leafs to the BIG Tree of Love, whom will then provide a place to receive education, 


food & shelter  to the underprivileged as part of the BETTER LIFE PROGRAM.


Each of  the 38 hearts carries messages that resonates deeply within the young designers  , that they too can 


help to make a difference by joining hands to increase the “canopy” of the BIG Tree of Love (better life 


program), in order to reach out to more underprivileged children. This school will help to provide free 


education to under privileged children, provide free teachers training & resources to teachers serving 


remote villages.


Join us in this amazing experience to help change & upgrade the life of the under privilege.

RM 30 each.. Available to those who are interested..  For those who are interested, please do leave me a message on my facebook or msn.. =) Starts Order NOW! =D

No Life

Why I do often takes care of others?
Why I do helps them to resolve problems?
Why I am the eldest?
Why I am not the youngest?
Why?
How come nobody is going to take care of me?
How come nobody is going to resolve my problems?
Why no one has noticed?

A person who takes care of me.. I need..
A person who willing to help me to resolve my problems... I do need..
A person who will remind me everything that I have forgotten... I really need..

I feel that I am an empty dustbin.. There is nothing inside..
but I will receive whatever rubbish that you want to throw.. No matter good or bad, I will receive..
until the dustbin is fulled.. but no one is willing to help to throw all the rubbish into a garbage truck or waste yard.. Soon, the dustbin will be a lot of flies flying over then the dustbin has been abandoned.. Me.. The Dustbin who was abandoned.. An abandoned dustbin..

Why do they succeed in their future?
Why I can't?
I am just like a floating boat.. Following the waves direction to somewhere.. but there is no firm direction..
If the waves is blowing to the south, then i will at south.
If the waves is blowing to the north, then i will at north.
Ideal is the beacon light. Without ideal, there is no firm direction, without which, there is no life；Ideal is the beacon. Without ideal,there is no secure direction；without direction ,there is no life.
I am the person which has no life..