夜空

很快的，4天的假期就这样的过去了..

这次，因为发生了些事，结果得改搭巴士回去.. 

靠窗的位置，我都爱坐.. 一来可以靠在玻璃上睡觉，不然就是看风景... 

没有街灯的高速公路；暗暗的巴士里...听着自己喜欢的音乐...

我仿佛活在自己的世界里，属于自己的世界...

看出窗外，月亮就在我旁边.. 

今天的月亮特别的亮，星星也不少.. 

没有任何云层的遮挡，让我看完整个天空.. 

好漂亮~ 

月光的照射，星星的闪耀...

照在我的脸庞，仿佛在告诉我说...

我不是一个人的.. 就算没有了.. 也还有星星与月亮的陪伴..

请不要把我的衰运带给我朋友~

爱情是一部忧伤的童话

突然在网上看到的~觉得蛮有意思的~ 分享 ♥

也许爱情是一部忧伤的童话、

放弃一个很爱你的人、并不痛苦、  

放弃一个你很爱的人、那才痛苦、  

爱上一个不爱你的人、那是更痛苦、

若是有缘、时间、空间都不是距离、  

若是无缘、终是相聚也无法会意、　  

凡事不必太在意、更不需去强求、 就让一切随缘吧……  

逃避、不一定躲得过、  

面对、不一定最难过、 　　

孤独、不一定不快乐、

得到、不一定能长久、　　

失去不一定不再拥有、

可能因为某个理由而伤心难过、

但、你却能找个理由让自己快乐

爱无非是要快乐、 　　

两个人不能快乐、不如一个人快乐、

两个人痛苦、不如成全一个人的快乐、

爱，是一种感受、即使痛苦也会觉得幸福、

爱，是一种体会、即使心碎也会觉得甜蜜、

爱，是一种经历、即使破碎也会觉得美丽……

有些失去是注定的、有些缘分是永远不会有结果的、　

爱一个人不一定就能拥有、　　

可、我就是抹不去你在我心中留下的点点滴滴……

忘了你的真、忘了你的纯、

忘了你炙热的吻、忘了往昔的记忆、

忘了昨天的开怀、忘了你的音容笑貌、

忘了你深情的回眸、忘了你伤心的泪滴、

忘了你忧郁的深情、忘了你纵容的目光、

爱一个人不孤单、想一个人才孤单、　  

静静的思念、孤独的享受、 　　

放开天上的云朵、抛开遗留的誓言

喜欢一个人、失去了、就像丢掉自己心爱的物品、 　　  

虽然遗憾、但是不会痛、 　　

爱一个人、失去了、就会留下一个伤口、 　　

永远都会隐隐的痛……  

不要因为寂寞而错爱、

不要因为错爱而寂寞一生、

天空是星星的世界、星星不会手持酒杯走到一起、 　　

大海是鱼儿的家园、鱼儿不会唱那祝酒的歌、 　　

拥着未来的憧憬、我们在此相识、 　　

相识是一种美丽又难得的缘…

有一种思念叫做沉默、 　

我们之间、我的内心深处、 　　

那一份感情、从此不会再提起……

或许、只有在离得最远的时候、 　　

才能把曾经走过的那段日子、 　　

看得最真切、最清楚、、

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说真的~我不应该去恨你，也不应该对你有多一点的期望... 从那眼神~我对你有了点震撼.. 一种很冷意的感觉.. 可能是我想太多~ 我也不清楚... 




昨晚上，第一次喝完整罐Tiger.. 我疯了~ 我以前都不喝Tiger的~昨晚竟然灌完了整罐... 不过没醉~我多想我就这样喝醉了.. 什么事也不想.. 就睡觉去.. 


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其实人生~ 
就像Tetris Battle 一样~ 
当同时有两个人一起开始的时候...
两个人都会觉得很好玩.. 
很轻松的就升级..




可是~
当突然两个人玩到了一个阶段的时候，突然间，会发觉为什么这关都那么难闯啊？
对手都很强~ 
闯来闯去都不能过..
一直降级...

突然, 
就有了一个想要放弃的念头...
一个决定放弃，另一个决定留下...
而留下的将会是胜者~



很多人都被困在这个阶段... 
一是放弃，二是继续.... 再也没有别的路...


放弃的人，将会永远留在那个阶段；
而努力继续闯的人，会一直往上爬，遇到更强的对手，提升自己，站上高峰...




当我们遇到任何困难，都要积极的面对..
别为了那突然发生的事，一直埋在心里...
要积极面对!! 不要为了那一关，而放弃了整个游戏..取消这个念头，那一定能闯关~~ 

*我在写什么我也不知道~....

最后一天啦~

很快的~新年就这样的过去了... 这短短的十五天.. 给我留下了许过许多的回忆，有好的，也有坏的.. =)  不过，所有已成为过去.. 把不开心的事忘了，留下最美好的.. 会更开心.. 




这次的回去..会回多久呢？ 也个月？还是一年？ >.< 很恐怖... 那KL的生活..很压力.. 很痛苦.. 




回到去要面对一大堆的功课，一大堆的会议，一大堆的课要补，还有一大堆的Concert.. 有时在想真的会有突然的崩溃.. 每一天早上8点半的课，一直到下午5点多.. 我快疯了!!! 




说真的~我还没有从新年的 mood 转回过来.. 总一直想要放假，但是很难实现吧？算了吧~人总要面对事实.. 我才第二个sem.. 还有排给我 ngai.. 加油吧!! ^^ Smile~ =)

Smile!!

续篇~

续篇 : http://vivian-yunzz.blogspot.com/2012/01/6th-day-of-dragon-year.html 

Video can be captured as a memories.. Our memories.. captured in video... flashed back what we did before, it was a memento..

Lets start from 2010... our last year in secondary school.. and the year of SPM... 

St.John on duty!! =D ( i think it happened in March, if i'm not mistaken.... )

the only Kadet Laut member sitting in between all the st.john members.. 

These are E.T (Eric Teng actually =D), shy hong, and at the end CC comes out.. Jumping for no reason.. xD 

1,2,3,.... turn around and yeah... =D

Cap dance.. =P

4 cap dancers....

Anything..... =D

Eating..... Chating..... Friendship!!

Now... some photos... =)

Missing someone wor.. =D

Jayhan...

我们背对背拥抱~~

E.T's version Michael Jackson.. =P

Opssss.. =S

To be continued... =) Stay Tuned!! 

Thank you mommy.... ♥

Thanks mommy.. Thanks for the shoes... I like it so muchh.. Thank you.. ILY ♥ =D

Nike.... ♥

Pinky Shoes... =D

*The 6th day of having bad luck... will it really happen for 1 week? or more than that? =( i'm really tired of it.. i'm hurt...

Going Away

今天的Bad Luck 好像渐渐想我离开了.. 准时起床，也吃了早餐才去上课..路上也没什么塞车.. 蓝蓝的天空，强烈的太阳... 给我的感觉很舒服... 在想，今天应该不会再发生什么事了吧.. >.< 上天一定要保佑我，无论我今天做什么事都得顺利完成... 




说真的，今天的时间都是满满的... 早上要帮Julin (course-mate) 做他的Violinist... 中午又要做Verone 的Pianist... 好忙哦~~~ ~.~ 一到学校就马上冲到楼上去练习，真的很怕我会害了他们两个.. >.< 最近真的是够衰了，不想连累他们...  




一直拼命的练，朋友看到我都很紧张... 结果那些要表演的更紧张... 不好意思啦.. 我真的很怕会毁了所有... 




早上的那场，还不错，因为是拉回以前的歌.. 所以都没什么害怕... 不过中午的就... 有弹错，不过没有停来停去... 谢天谢地啊~！ >.< 最难过的两场都过了... 我定了... phiewwww... 上完Choir，直接回家...睡觉!!! yeah.. 我很久没睡下午觉了... >.< 睡醒就去Kelana Jaya 跑步... 




从上个Sem说到现在..今天终于实行了... Hahahahhaa.. 睡醒换个衣服，开开心心的出门...一出门.. Oh no... 天空突然间变黑了.. 算了吧.. 那个地方应该不会下雨的... 结果就驾车去了SEGi 对面的Petronas，等Ryna, Ming Yao and Wazini... 等等等... 滴~滴~滴~... 一滴一滴小雨落在我的车镜上.. 自我安慰：雨很小罢了，还可以去的... 结果越下越大!!!! 大到我的车都可以进水（车漏水）.... 真的不知道要说什么... 我的衰运又回来了.. 我竟然那么的有兴致想去跑步，他就给我下雨！想怎样啊？！

还要去跑吗？反正都出门了，不如去逗逗一两圈也好... 好吧.. 我们去吧.. =) 路途中，雨真的很大很大很大.. 反倒我们到了那边，雨变小了.. hahahhaaha.. 太阳也出来了.. 可以跑步了! 顿时我又觉得我转运了... xD... 好久没跑步了.. 才跑一圈就没气了... >.< 真的很差... 要常跑了... 新词：刚开始要从Andante(walking pace)的步调开始，再从Andante 慢慢的转换成 Moderato (moderate speed).. 跑久了在加速到Allergo(fast).. 就要到终点时就用Presto(very fast, quick)冲到最后.. Hahahaha.. 职业病... =.=




带着鱼料跑了一圈... 出了一身汗真的很舒服.. 好久没这样流过汗了.. 放慢脚步, 停在池塘前.. 喂鱼咯!! 一堆一堆的鱼料撒下去.. 鱼儿也渐渐涌了过来.. 抢吃的.. 乌龟当然也不放过.. 很快的从很远的地方游了过来.. 他们还给他改了名字叫Schumann... 而看到最大的鱼把它改名成 C.P.E Bach (Bach's fifth child)  哈哈哈哈~! 什么啊.. 职业病又发作了... 真是顶不顺... 

Feeding Fishes!! =D

真的很喜欢这种感觉.. 可以一边喂着鱼，一边欣赏美丽的大自然.. 不过看到一个非常讨厌的事.. 今天尽然让我看见有两个人在钓鱼!! 我在这里喂鱼，你竟然在那里钓鱼？！什么啊！ 啊算了... 




(suddenly feel lazy to use chinese) After feeding all the fishes and the 'Schumann', we continued to jog for the half round of the lake.. It was really awesome and thankful to the God.. It gives us such a wonderful nature and good friends.. It was late, then we decided to go back and planned for the next jog!! Exciting! hehehehe.. but legs pain.. >.< and my bad luck is going away!! =)

Highest Realm of 'Bad' Luck

Recently i was really having a supreme 'bad luck'!! Is like a dark cloud or an evil keep on following me.. I was wondering, have i did something wrong? Or just i forgot to pray? 

Few days ago, i was headache-ing bout my pc connection and my SD card...and yesterday..  which was 31st of Jan, the last day of the month.. I was not late to college and there's not traffic jam on the road, but what happen? my energy was extreme low, and feel like vomit, but can't vomit... that's the best part.. =.= after history class, practiced with Verone (vocalist), then drove to Puchong.. no traffic jam, SAFE! In the late evening, i drove back to my SS3 house hope to have a rest, but had been asked by my aunty whether wan to go to feed fish.. Ok.. I went.. coz i've been so long time that i haven't to pay a visit to the fishes.. 2 of my cousins were bringing their bicycles there and my aunty and me just go to the man-made lake to feed the fish.. at first i was quite exciting, but at the end i was quite sad about it.. when i thrown the first then fishes came, but after awhile there's no big fish! Where are my fishes?!!! and my tortoises??!! who caught them! why they wan to catch them? they're not nice to eat also...T.T my mood was really down for the whole day.... ='( I guess there will be a good day after a day like this...






but Today! the first day of Feb.. in the morning was a cloudy day, i woke up late (isn't late actually, but is just i have to practice with my pianist this morning,so..) skipped my breakfast then drove to school.. after i reached, waiting my pianist to come.. time past.. 30 minutes waiting there, and received her msg.. I'll only come at 3p.m!!!!! aaaaaaaaa~!!! luckily i got class after... if not i just waiting there for nothing..




after class, goes as my plan.. but abit changed was the traffic.. 3.30p.m got traffic jam! crazy..!!! reached home, put back my violin then drove out again, heading to lrt station.. parked my car and walked to the lrt station.. went in the lrt and heading to PWTC.. ALONE.. 

walked walked walked out from the lrt station.. and the weather is so damn hot! sweating alot.. reached the bus stop, hope there will be a good omen, which can get the tickets at only 1 counter.. Damn! i've been searching for the whole bus stop.. all the counters they have.. No Tickets!!!!! i feel helpless at that moment.. >.< 




Telling myself, there still a hope if i go to Titiwangsa.. ok.. i went.. and i bought it.. =D i was so happy!! but happiness doesn't last for long.. while i was waiting for the lrt, i sat on a chair.. and a uncle came to me and sit beside me.. and he started to talk, at first i though that he just wan to ask for direction, but he said, "小姐，我不是乞丐你不要怕我，我的公司最近倒闭了.." OMG.. i straightly stand up and walked away.. OMG!! how could this happen on me?!! T.T so scary.. i almost cry at that time.. luckily he didn't follow me!! Ok.. last but not least, i went into the lrt and found a place for me to sit.. once i sat on the chair.. the air-cond stopped!!! walao~! super damn hot in the lrt.. so many ppl were stucking in the lrt.. OMG! 


ok.. no air-cond.. fine! i was very tired, and tried to lean my head on the glass.. a few seconds after, a msg received.. and i turn my head.. OMG!! the glass is so oily!!! which stupid guy put so many jell on his head!!!! WTH!!!!! and then i feel i wan to wash my hair for at least 10 times!!!!

无奈!!!

最近搞什么啊！一回到来就发生了超多事情... =.= 


回到KL的第一天，我的车差点不能Start... 不过幸亏过后又能start了~真的是吓死我...... ok... 情绪稳定了，本来想说上上网写些东西才睡觉的... 一开电脑... No Connection!!! Why?!!! 

我等到酱辛苦，为什么要给我No Connection??? T.T 那时候真的很想哭...为什么上天要这样对待我？算了... 睡觉去~




隔天，也就是今天... 第一天去college就睡迟，还赖床叻~真的是顶不顺我自己.... 早餐也没吃就冲去了College.. 幸亏没有塞车，不然我真的是............ 




现在的我，坐在电脑前面，一脸无奈的样子... 为什么？我的SD card 不能detect.. T.T 啊~ 我要用照片写blog啦!!!

今天在车里听到的歌... 蛮喜欢的... 分享~ ♥ =) Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up....