Sunday, December 25, 2011

“你讲话很粗鲁叻~”
我~ 真的有吗?
想了又想,其实真的有一点点....

最近我都觉得我很难控制我的情绪,也很难控制我的脾气
很容易一点点就爆发
到情绪有点激动的时候都会说一些我以前都不常用的字语
很没有耐心    也无法容忍
总觉得不像以前的我

最近蹲下起来后昏晕状态更是严重了....
有时头低下去捡东西都会有这种状态
胃口也不是那么好了~

我~不会有事吧?

Friday, December 2, 2011

Freaking!

I'm freaking tired in between this few weeks.( actually i should say it's a month). It's really tired. No JOKE! Busy like a mad woman, like a 'sotong'. If i would list out the list of my current schedule, It's seriously like a big boss holding his/hers a very very big business. 


Someone asked me, "Why don't you just cut down your extra activities?" Actually i'm not trying to 
grumble about anything that what so happen to me. I seriously love this kind of so call social 
volunteer jobs and performance, but sometimes it's just too tired. Maybe i'm still not that get use 
to it. I need some time. Or Sometimes i just feel i need to relate to someone. Or just because of 
my health condition. 


I realized that my health is getting worse. Easy to get tired and headache. I need a holiday i 
guess.... not a short holiday but a LONG LONG holiday. I miss the beaches.. Especially Awana.. 
Owwwww... I miss it so muchhhhh.. The splashing sound of the sea waves and the sound of the 
wind. ♥ 


And of course, I miss my friends at my lovely and sweet hometown. Misss them A LOT! T.T  
Some of them are still busying with their final exams just like me, some of them are enjoying their 
long holiday. While me, holding exams and concert till 18th Dec.. T.T  I can't go back before it.... 
I'm so sorry to my lovely friends. and Pls don't blame me.. 

Monday, November 28, 2011

累积

有时候,我常在想为什么人可以那么复杂?
把自己变得乱七八糟.... 增加自己的负担....

有多久了?我没有真正的笑过...
常常都有人要我多笑点,可是就是笑不出....
是因为我太累了?还是我没必要应酬?

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我真的是一只蚊子吗?
就只会吸别人的血,而从不把自己的血给别人...
叮了别人,就会在那人生上留下一些记号...

我不想成为一只蚊子;更不想给别人这种感觉。
我该怎么办?=(

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我开心吗?
说真的,我还蛮喜欢做这样的工作...
不过是真的有点过度累了...
是不是我身边少了什么?

我想应该是少了一个能安慰我的人.....

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Tuesday, August 16, 2011

A-Z Photography

My first photography assignment.. Own assignment =)

A-Z photography.. I'm not taking any photography course, but.. it's just a hobby.. =)



*Plan to have a assignment on musical insturments.. =D

Thursday, August 11, 2011

等待

我应该放弃还是自我安慰的在继续等待下去?

每一天,我都问我自己,我该怎么做才是最好的...

放弃?还是继续等待?

你给了我太多的疑问,多到连我自己也数不清..

你突然间对我的忽冷忽热,让我产生疑问的 main point...



每一天我都在为这件事情而烦恼,如果当初你不对我说下任何承诺... 那有多好啊~

如果当初我不问你.. 今天的结果也还只是普通朋友...

单纯的普通朋友....



每一天,看见你在线上,很怕打扰你,偷偷翻看你的Profile.. 原来你正在和别人聊天...

每一天,我都忍着忍着... 每一天都在等待我的.......... 希望它赶快到来...............

可是,这样的期待,如果到了那天,失败了...... 我............



结论 : 我还能做什么?等待..................................




Thursday, July 28, 2011

Viv's College LiFe

It's going to the end of the month.. in btw.. i just wrote about 9 posts in the month.. 


it's either too busy or lazy or there is nothing to write... =.=" (what an excuse.....zzz )


Actually i am really tired recently.. School from 8.30a.m to 4.30p.m.. almost like everyday.. 7a.m have to wake up.. then 5p.m like that only can reach home... haiz... siennnnn... then after school.. assignments lagi.. wuuuuuuuu~ T.T 


Had a mid-term exam last few days, i studied hard for it, but then on the exam day, the lecture said, guys.. u can discuss with your neighbour. =) hehehehehehe... what for i study so hard?! @.@ then all the questions are fill in the blank.. what lar... =.=" It's really.. zeh... Orz......







Recently, we start to JAM together.. it's fun =) I like it! and enjoy it every muchhh.. i wish to have this in the part of my life before.. now, it come true in my life.. NOW.. It's come NOW! in my college life, i think there will be much more memories noted or carved in my life... hope there will be more more more and more memories coming.. =)




That's all for today.. goodnight =)

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Seriously, i dunno what am i going to write now.. About my study? *faint
I feel quite stress when i know that next week i got a mid-term exam for my malaysian studies and i have to pass up my assignment in the same week too.. I gonna faint when i heard it.. @.@

Today was our last APP class with my lovely friends.. it's sad.. Siaw Juang, Sarah and Mabel.. i will miss u guys alot alot and alot.. >.< 

Miss Crendy, gave us a test.. it's a SPI Test.. just to know more about yourself..

drew it in the classs.. =) but i'm still single.. xD


Well, i think that's all.. 

It's sad that when i heard that u are going to somewhere far.. 

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

fwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....

Well prepared for everything... wear in formal, high heels,.. everything.. but came out with nothing.. =.=" postponed again!!! damn shht! we are the 11th group so we need to wait until next week.... ok... we wait... 6 groups presented this morning, Mr.Rao (our lecturer) gave them full marks.. WTH.. they were just copy and paste everything from the internet without changing any words or doing in mind-map form.. damnnnnn.. why we worked so hard? we are so stupid.. everyone doing the same thing can get full marks, we did different, we should get higher than the full marks! fwwwwwwwwwwww.... *frustrating

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someone has felt into a deep hole.. deep black hole.. cheer up girl, dont think it as a complicated stuff, although it is.. try not to think about him and think about the bad of him! dont near him anymore.. kick him out of your zone! CHEER UP! SJ!

i love this.. ♥


waiting...

having self-portrait.. xD

notess...







going back to kemaman soon.. but just for 1 day.. >.<  *exhausted..

Monday, July 11, 2011

Z.Z

Hazy day.. Sky was in grey.. We can't even see those buildings clearly..
Started sneezing.. something gonna happen soon.. VIRUS.. please don't come to me..

12p.m class, GLT General Language Training, which is something like an English course.. Teacher came in late to the class because she didn't know that she had class with us today.. =.="zzzz

3 hours class, sitting inside a cold room with my college friends..  Miss Grace (lecturer) explained about the marks and more.. how does she looks like? seriously, i can't remember it.. >.< i feel very tired and sleepy today.. i don't know what i did and the purpose to do it.. 2 things i knew and i did were i've cut out nearly 200 pieces of tickets.. and tomorrow we will start our music class.. hooray! xD waiting for so long time.. finally we get it..

* Exhausted..

Thursday, July 7, 2011

X.X

DUDE! dont touch me ok! Damn you!

Everyday come and touch me here touch me there.. EIWWWW!

Big giant!

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Second day of orientation..

Lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......... =.="

What a stupid 'put put' game.. is really sien daoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

Punishment of the "SHIT" Game..


well.. today, i met a person who is really looks like Bruce Lee.. O.O seriously...

The eyes, face... same.... i thought he was reborn.. Hahahahaha...

After the break time, we have a went for a mini concert in our college.. This one i prefer.. XD



Mini Concert


I'm growing fatter and fatter.. T.T 
Ate Ice-cream this evening, then waffle + ice-cream for supper... Fat le lar!!!!!!





nice waffle.. =P

yummy~~~

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Today's presentation canceled, postponed to next week.. =.= Damn..

Today's Malaysian Studies.. i can't concentrate at all.. Damn..
Something keep comes out in my mind~ Stupid You!
i slapped my face for few times.. keep telling myself don't think of that thing again!
it will damage our life.. what u have to do is to concentrate! Wong Shu Yun.. you are 17 plus.. going to 18.. Don't be that childish again!
kick him our of my life`` shiew shiew shiew~ go away...



i should say.. it's very difficult to forget someone.

Monday, July 4, 2011

爱情 _ 太累了

我很生气    也很讨厌
我气我自己为什么那么容易的相信一个人
我讨厌我自己为什么把一切当真


你所告诉我的东西     不一定是真的
你所告诉我的事情     有可能是你朋友说的    而不是你想说的


我真的很笨     我看世界上只有我一个这么笨的人吧
去相信一些不实际的事情     一些根本就不会实现的事
真的不想再去管爱情的事     真的很想把它删除掉
也许失意会是一个好办法     我只想把一小段的回忆删除
把一段不开心的回忆删除掉       别让它再出现


只要我不再去碰爱情     什么事都不会发生
爱情     太累了
我承受不了..............

Bloody Day

被耍的滋味真的不好受
我真心的对待你     你却无心的对待我
我在质疑你所说的每一句话          是否真与假
你所说的都一直出现在我脑海里      绕着绕着     无法停止



我不应该说是你所说的      应该说是用着你的account对我说话的人
我对爱情的信心又减低了~   很难再相信爱情

今天的星座还真的是对准指向我
“爱情是落日,容容易失望、沮丧,产生心如刀割的感受”

真的很准吧~ 我的心就如刀割的感受... 一滴一滴血从我心里流出
告诉我说    别再轻易的相信现实生活上的一切
别再为他流泪      被在那么的笨,那么的傻了...
这就是残酷的世界



别轻易对任何人许下承诺
如果你不喜欢她,就别轻易答应她任何事情...
往往的女生都会相信一切都是真的  
如果你真的伤了一个女孩的心          恳请你作出解释
别再让那女孩为一些无谓的爱情而伤心






*请别再许下任何你无法完成的诺言
觉得没把握,就别跟别人一个希望..
有了希望,但到后来的希望完全是假的   不好受
别再伤害另一个人
我不想有另一个人受到和我一样的待遇~ 一点都不好受

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Shopping Time!

went to shopping with my lovely friends at sunway pyramid..

quite tired but it was fun! =)

we shopped for nearly 6 hours just in the sunway pyramid! how strong we are.. =P

but my legs got pulled out a tendon.. >.< so pain.. it's not only once but many times! stupid legs..






while waiting them to come....

natural look... xD






with my T-bowl food.. =P






how is it? =P


Many many.

Recently, i really dont have the time to update my blog as well..
rushing for presentation, classes, meeting and so on.. is like the busiest life that i ever had..
we are going to run many concerts in this year.. 3 concerts will be on in this year.. It may add more and more and more..  furthermore, we may have a trip to Cambodia again too.. ohyeah! i wan to go! but is go for charity work.. no tour again.. =D..


Had a meeting with Uncle Teh today, he is definitely a good leader.. he taught us the way to do mind-mapping, arranging all the things, file up all the information and so on.. he is consider as a successful person..



Many projects ar!!!! and presentation! >.<

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Bored Malaysian Studies..

We had a very extremely bored class today, Malaysia studies.. The lecture likes rushing all the topic and then keep on repeating the words which is on the notes.. and he doesn't explain much.. many of us gonna feel asleep..zzz..

drew it while having malaysian studies.. was damn boring and sleepy.. zzzz




We have our first assignment today.. >.< Malaysia Studies's Assignment.. and we need to present it next week! Damn~ The topic is the person who has contributed to our country.. searching here searching there.. search until my laptop hang~! LOL.. ok.. but i'm still searching.. fuuuuuuuuuuuu~


After the class dismissed.. photo snapping.. xD

AJ with Sarah..
Mabel's face looks weird.. so.. i covered it.. =P

Monday, June 27, 2011

Last 3 Days of June..

-I just realize that driving is not fun for me.. I'm tired of driving 3 hours car on the high-way road.. I gonna faint.. it's so sleepy and tired.. especially the neck and the eyes.. I wonder how my parents can suffer this for 3 to 4 hours in the car.. >.<.. i really appreciate them which always drive us to KL without any blaming.. Thank you Daddy & Mommy.. ♥



-Today my classmate phoned me and ask me whether i wan to join the P.D trip.. hmmmm.. think think think.. better dont go lar.. if i go, then i cannot meet my lovely friend on saturday again >.< and i need to earn money also.. T.T so, i'm not joining the trip.. sorry my friends from APP July.. especially Siaw Juang.. >.< Sorry...



-besides, i reached home safely.. actually, i did many things and i ate alot too and somemore grew fat too.. T.T that makes me sad.. actually it was my fault too, i engorged.. i shouldn't ate so much..  i should control myself.. >.< SOB....


* i think i will get flu very soon.. T.T 

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Family ♥

Family is always your supporter..


They will always be with you and support u then u really need to help..


my mom helped me to do everything we need, she planned everything nicely just dont let us fall into a big hole..


she helps me to find some sponsor to buy our foundation's t-shirt.. of course not only this..


my family.. Wong's family.. everyone is nice and lovely.. they prepared hot pot for me just to celebrate i come back to kemaman.. they are so lovely.. >.< i really appreciate them.. so, can i have BBQ next time when i come back? =P


I promoted the t-shirt to them, quite good respond.. forcing by me.. xD no lar.. i didn't force them actually.. when i just start to promote, then everyone was lining to buy it.. Hahahaha.. then they said, we can make it as our family suit.. we can wear it in some celebration like BBQ, grandma's birthday party, or some family activities.. we can wear it.. it's so warm~ i love my family.. I love them so muchhhh.. ♥


*i got more than 10 orders today.. from my family.. xD

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Home Sweet Home! ♥

Home Sweet Home!


I love my kemaman home.. it's so sweet and lovely.. especially my ahma (grandma), she said that she prepared steamboat for us tomorrow.. yeepeee.. xD.. i miss steamboat so muchhhhhh...  i enjoy to eat together and lepak together with my family.. it's so lovely.. i like it ♥


the another person which is my little bro.. he always do something which will make me feel nausea .. he hugged me.. LOL.. that's my little bro.. he likes to do something i dont like.. =.=" anyway, he is my brother..



*i skipped school for 3 days, Siaw Juang, i'm so sorry.. please do forgive me.. >.<

Thursday, June 23, 2011

The exam

Grade 5 exam.. just over.. yeahhh.. no worries anymore.. ^^
actually i was quite nervous before i enter the examination room.. >.< the examiner looks scary.. first piece.. haiz.. out of tune.. i need to change violin!!!!! >.<


After i've done my exam, i just keep concerned to others, but not concern to myself.. =.=


After the whole day exam, we sent the examiner to the KLIA.. during the journey, i was sitting with the examiner.. the examiner just sit beside me.. @.@ i dunno what to do and what to talk, just pretend like i'm very tired.. =P actually i was very tired on that time too..

anyway, it's a stressed day for me.. and tmr and tmr i'm going to skip school... weeeeeeeeee~ xD

Kemaman, here i come.. I miss u so so so so so so muchhhh... xD

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

B.O.R.I.N.G.

Today, we started our first chapter of Malaysian Studies.. What a boring subject! I hate it.. what i've aspected was totally different.. =.= I though it was like pengajian am, studied about the government settlement or whatever, but it comes out Malaysia History! It is just a translation for the Form 1-Form5 Sejarah.. From BM convert to English.. That's all!!! Wa biang~ I gonna pengsan.. I nearly fall asleep in the class.. I am not try to exclude the subject if the lecture can teach well or say some stories or whatever.. but the lecture just keep read all the notes on the screen... =.=" BORING MAN!



Rachel.. one of our APP student.. she has left us.. >.< She goes to her study.. Nursing.. so.. Mabble is very sad about it.. Bcoz Rachel is Mabble first friend.. it is so sorrowful..  We ate Mcd at Summit.. Chit-chat, blablabla.. Many of them they said they are regretting to enter this college.. >.< they may changed to another college, if they changed their mind..  AJ, dont leave me lar.. T.T


And i find out one thing, now is not the orientation yet.. =.=.. it's just a APP... 6th of July i only start my orientation as well..... =.=""""""""""""""" sweat"


I drove to school today, left away traffic jam, everything is ok.. =) but the carpark cost me RM2.. =.=" this is quite sad for me.. =(




                                                  

So ugly... >.<

The Second Day of College Life

The second day, i was late again.. i though that the class will start at 9.00a.m.. but it did started at 8.30a.m.. >.< i got wrong information again.. Sh.t.. But, luckily the lecture got meeting, he came in the class room late as 9.15a.m like that.. phieeewwwww... Today, i got Malaysian Studies.. LOL.. Mr. Rao.. Our lecturer.. An indian lecturer.. 50 to 60 years old maybe.. he got moustache, wear spectacles, etc.. He gave good talked and explanations about the history of Malaysia and blablabla..



12.00-2.00p.m.. we had a thinking skills class.. Is a class like IQ things, blablabla.. i felt quite bored in the classroom, and there was very cold too!!! Our body trembled, teeth shook also, the whole body became in cold-blooded.. we were slightly changed to a cold-blooded human being in the classroom..


Well, after the class, we got a seminal in Segi University College, Kota Damansara.. The senior said, all must be wear in formal suit.. but, there were still many ppl who wear shorts, jeans, t-shirt, etc.. but we all wear in formal.. just like a stupid ppl for them.. =.=" I hate that.. One more thing, our seniors are quite LC and CHUAN```


Well.. we snapped some photos in the bus and before we went up to the bus..

drew it in the class while waiting the lecture to come in..


AJ, Sarah and Mabble..



While waiting for the bus..




In the bus.. My first friend in college =)


Having seminal in the Segi auditorium hall..




Tired..zzz

Impatient of waiting too long time to reach our campus..


Traffic Jam.. T.T