Freaking!

I'm freaking tired in between this few weeks.( actually i should say it's a month). It's really tired. No JOKE! Busy like a mad woman, like a 'sotong'. If i would list out the list of my current schedule, It's seriously like a big boss holding his/hers a very very big business. 

Someone asked me, "Why don't you just cut down your extra activities?" Actually i'm not trying to 

grumble about anything that what so happen to me. I seriously love this kind of so call social 

volunteer jobs and performance, but sometimes it's just too tired. Maybe i'm still not that get use 

to it. I need some time. Or Sometimes i just feel i need to relate to someone. Or just because of 

my health condition. 

I realized that my health is getting worse. Easy to get tired and headache. I need a holiday i 

guess.... not a short holiday but a LONG LONG holiday. I miss the beaches.. Especially Awana.. 

Owwwww... I miss it so muchhhhh.. The splashing sound of the sea waves and the sound of the 

wind. ♥ 

And of course, I miss my friends at my lovely and sweet hometown. Misss them A LOT! T.T  

Some of them are still busying with their final exams just like me, some of them are enjoying their 

long holiday. While me, holding exams and concert till 18th Dec.. T.T  I can't go back before it.... 

I'm so sorry to my lovely friends. and Pls don't blame me..