“你讲话很粗鲁叻~”
我~ 真的有吗？
想了又想，其实真的有一点点....

最近我都觉得我很难控制我的情绪，也很难控制我的脾气
很容易一点点就爆发
到情绪有点激动的时候都会说一些我以前都不常用的字语
很没有耐心    也无法容忍
总觉得不像以前的我

最近蹲下起来后昏晕状态更是严重了....
有时头低下去捡东西都会有这种状态
胃口也不是那么好了~

我~不会有事吧？

Freaking!

I'm freaking tired in between this few weeks.( actually i should say it's a month). It's really tired. No JOKE! Busy like a mad woman, like a 'sotong'. If i would list out the list of my current schedule, It's seriously like a big boss holding his/hers a very very big business. 

Someone asked me, "Why don't you just cut down your extra activities?" Actually i'm not trying to 

grumble about anything that what so happen to me. I seriously love this kind of so call social 

volunteer jobs and performance, but sometimes it's just too tired. Maybe i'm still not that get use 

to it. I need some time. Or Sometimes i just feel i need to relate to someone. Or just because of 

my health condition. 

I realized that my health is getting worse. Easy to get tired and headache. I need a holiday i 

guess.... not a short holiday but a LONG LONG holiday. I miss the beaches.. Especially Awana.. 

Owwwww... I miss it so muchhhhh.. The splashing sound of the sea waves and the sound of the 

wind. ♥ 

And of course, I miss my friends at my lovely and sweet hometown. Misss them A LOT! T.T  

Some of them are still busying with their final exams just like me, some of them are enjoying their 

long holiday. While me, holding exams and concert till 18th Dec.. T.T  I can't go back before it.... 

I'm so sorry to my lovely friends. and Pls don't blame me..